[s] ascend - sis strider

user_profile

"I want to be a good person, and I believe I am. But when your heart has been broken as many times as mine, you realize that for some people, your 'good' is never going to be quite good enough. They will mock your scars and call your reality a delusion. But you don't need their fake love to make yourself relevant, and you don't have to be their version of a good person to be your own hero. You just have to know exactly who you are and stay fiercely true to that. So let them live in their own illusions; I’m going to keep fighting for myself the only way I ever knew how."

the basics

id .. svik / sis
chumhandle .. ironicVanguard [IV]
location .. aus. moved schools twice bc it just sucked tbh.
heritage .. mixed scottish, irish, aand german.
romance .. bro strider. mostly a bit, mostly not a bit. just let me live.

me mostly

mindset .. just chill, mostly playing games aand messing with shit.
psych .. cyclothymia, kinda moody but whatever
temper .. can get annoyed fast soo just dont be weird
hobbies .. archery, drawing bases, collecting random shit
look .. dyed red hair, cross-print shirts. aand shades sometimes.

transmissions

neocities core vrchat fbt discord comms twitter x youtube music steam archive roblox guns.lol bio

likes / dislikes

stuff i usually spend my time doing or actively avoid.

games i play

main rotation .. vrchat, roblox, aand generally just spacing out.
horror/weird shit .. needy streamer overload, sally face, the static speaks my name, dead space, fnaf, bendy.
action/rpg .. cyberpunk 2077, batman arkham games, helldivers 2, far cry 6, destiny 2.
indie/chill .. undertale, terraria, the binding of isaac, placid plastic duck simulator, va-11 hall-a.

other likes

aesthetics .. sttreetwear, long maryam skirts, shades.
shows/media .. homestuck (obviously), mlp.., adventure time.
food .. sushi, fantastic brand noodles, nutella, margarita pizza. plain coke or vodka rasp if im feeling it.
hobbies .. full body tracking in vr, digital art, making weird custom discord themes.

dislikes / dni

people who try too hard to be edgy or "cool".
unsolicited weirdness or crossing boundaries when im just trying to chill.
obvious shit .. government, epstein, abuse, sexual assault, rape, stealing.
just dont be a creep aand well be fine.

stuff

just some random things.

inventory

katana .. yeah i bought one. it just sits in my room looking cool mostly. no i dont think im a ninja.
fluorite octet .. rolling the dice, making my own luck. 88888888.
sickles .. for when the irony stops working and i just need to get mad.
shades .. just normal shades, mostly for the aesthetic.
lil cal .. i have a plush of him. hes a menace.

smuppet counter

click it if u want idk.

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boundaries

just basic shit to keep things chill.

1 .. i joke around a lot, if i go too far just tell me aand ill stop.
2 .. sometimes i get way too into bits. just tap me out if its annoying.
3 .. i play a lot of vrchat fbt soo im usually in deep.
4 .. if i set a boundary, respect it, ill do the same for u.
5 .. dark humor is fine, but if somethings off limits let me know.
6 .. i roast my friends a lot, if u cant handle it thats fine just say soo.
7 .. if the vibes are off i might snap a bit, im working on it.
8 .. im an energy mirror, act chill aand ill be chill, act like an ass aand ill match it.
9 .. 15+ only plz.
10 .. lil cal is cute, leave my boy alone.